CandleLight

Nick emailed me to do something together, but I don't feel like it. It's not about him, it's just that I am in my LonelyMood and I know I have to stay alone.

Ivan sms'ed me to go for a drink, but I am writing about GabrielleCocoChanel for the GalleryMagazine and I didn't want to interrupt the word flow again.

JR has just called me because he thought I was sad. He said he could guess it from my emails, probably because I had told him I needed to stay in bed and look at the ceiling for a while.

I am not sad.

Not at all. Simply, I am in the weird mood that follows a nice weekend, when you have had fun without doing anything extraordinary and you have realised that some people make the difference. Moreover, tomorrow a very hard week begins - i do hope we'll be able to do this photoshoot with good weather and cool atmosphere - and I have also spent two afternoons thinking about the mag.

Despite this, I am still sitting alone in the dark. My bedroom. LimpBizkit's BehindBlueEyes. Candle light. Many thoughts.

Too many?

Maybe I should be in bed with someone, that would solve everything! I'm going to pass to Cindy Lauper...

...GirlsJustWantToHaveFuuuuuunnnnnnn!